Success

This morning I woke up thinking about what to write on this blog.  I thought about writing about my extended family.  Extended meaning my parents and sibling.  Then I thought about how I wanted to clarify that I am not against abortion and I am not for abortion.  People do what they need to do to survive.  I believe God knows what we can and cannot handle.  I thought about how I love seeing others be successful.  I do wonder if I will have the same success with these blogs.  I hope I do get some success. 

I want to be successful for my kids.

Kids are expensive and they get more expensive as they get older. 

It does not help when mommy's medical bills pile up.  I know I will get a job soon but I still have to think about my medical bills ror the future. 

My eldest had a nightmare that I only had an hour to live.  She cried.  I wanted to cry but something in me said that I could not show how scared I am.  I made her a promise that I would take care of myself and I would try to do all I can to stay around for a long time.  I made my peace with God there are places I want to see and places I want to go. 

I want to go to Texas and eat great BBQ.  I want to visit the places on Diners,  Drive-In, and Dives from food network.  Visit the site http://www.foodnetwork.com/diners-drive-ins-and-dives/index.html
I love food.  Even if my eldest says I will eat anything.  I do know what is good to me