New and Final Chapter (Hope)

Well I have a new chapter.  My husband and I decided that returning to work would not be a good idea.   Just because I can think clearly does not mean that I would not feel the stress of the people around me.  The only stress I feel is from myself.  The only stress is from me not being around people over the age of 20.  I know of many women and men who continued to work.  I know of them as being sicker than me.  I may one day raise some money for them.

Happy Anniversary

I spent a few minutes tonight debating with my husband about if today was our anniversary or not.  We both did not remember if it was today or the 26th.  We had to call our eldest daughter to clarify.  She said it was today after telling us how sad we are.  After a bad relapse of multiple sclerosis my husband asked that I not return to work.  I decided to stop trying to win a battle that I am not armed for.  This battle went to MS.  I will win the war.  I made a deal with him.  I told him that I would stop stressing myself out with looking for work.  I would not look for work.  I am going to sell Avon exclusively.  I never thought of myself as a sales person.  The good thing about Avon is that the product sells itself..All I have to do is tell people about the products I use or the sales that are there.  No problem right.  WRONG!  The only problem I am having are my parents.  I understand they do not want to lose me.  I really do understand that.  But when I go out to spend time with my kids I do not want to put a work hat on.  I just want to spend time with my kids.  I guess it is too much to ask for.  My mother would like for me to always have an Avon book with me.  If I am spending time with my kids then I want to spend time with my kids. 

Sabbath va.Suday(Praise)

Some people worship and give praise to the Lord on the Sabbath Day.  Some people praise the Lord on Sunday.  You can begin your week praising the Lord.  You may end your week praising the Lord.   You may praise the Lord every day.  It is all up to you. 

One of my daughters has a lot of questions about whether or not she is a good person.  She wonders if she will be let into heaven or not.  I love that she is questioning everything.  I raised her to question everything and to not accept things because someone said it is the truth according to the Bible.  People can take passages from the Bible and make them work to their advantage. 

Beware of false profits and all of that.

It is difficult to determine who is false and who speaks God's word. 

My husband tried to explain to my daughter that God does not say words to you all the time.  Sometimes it is just a feeling.  Or it can be an opportunity that comes your way.