God and Homosexuality

I happened to be turning the channels and I caught a televangelist talking about homosexuality as something that someone has to rid themselves of.  I did not like what he said. 

Lots of people believe that homosexuality is something to rid themselves of.  Then we have people that believe as Gaga says they were born that way. 

All I know is that I love people.  Whatever they are doing I just hope they are safe doing it. 

OK.  I got that off my chest now onto my day so far.  I decided to give job hunting a rest today.  Or more to the point I needed a rest.  Things are going well for my husband.  I am happy for him and a little jealous. 

I am upset that I cannot find a job.  I guess I am playing it too safe.  I could stay home but it is hard being a stay at home mom.  It is tiring and I feel I am so unproductive.  I had so many plans for my life.  I feel them slipping away.  I could work from home but that is difficult to do with a one year old. 

I constantly tell my husband that someone so small cannot have that much energy. 

Well I put in for assistance by submitting information for Disability Insurance.  I do not know if I will get it or not.  We will see.  It is manual labor that is difficult for me to do.  I am looking for an office job but I am not qualified for many it.  I have a bachelor's degree but not a degree for the types of jobs that are out there.  My husband does not want me to travel very far because...  He never really gave me a reason.  It could be because of the cost of gas or because we only have one car.  It could be because he would worry about me on the road.  I just know he got mad and I dropped it.  He is under enough stress.

I will keep trying.