The illusion of control (Fear)

I realized I am facing my biggest fears.  That fear is to lose control.  Normally I run from anything I am afraid of or that I may fail at.

I have no control over who reads this blog.  I have no control over if any one will buy Avon.   If it will bring in any money.  I have no control if anything I do will cure my MS.  I have no control if little man will finally pee in the Potty.  I do not have any control.

The only thing I can control is what I do when faced with challenges.  I decided not to run from my challenges and my lack of control.  I just have to try.  If I fail at least I can say I tried. 

Before doing anything I always ask myself if I would do this for free.  If  the answer is yes, then I do it.

I would be a stay at home mom.  I would sell Avon.  I love meeting new people.

Funny for today: We tell little man not to steal food.  However, he has a mind of his own.  If there is food that he likes.  He will find a way to take it and eat it.