I am the luckiest woman (Conquering Fear)

Today I realized how lucky I am.  I also realized how spoiled I am.  I tried to be a martyr.  Only one man was on the cross.  There is no room for me and there will never be room for me.  He said he would carry me and I realize it is OK to accept help.  I do not have to carry everyone on my shoulders.  I think my MS got worse because I was rushing my recovery.  I was never one to be patient.  Being at home showed me that I am loved and it is OK to not have control.  One fear down and many more to go.