I have been deprssed because I try to do everything the right way. I try to follow God's laws. I try not to lie. I try not to cause anyone trouble. But (and it is a big but) I get into trouble. All I wanted to do was help my husband. I wanted to help take care of my family. I tryed to be patient. It never works out for me and my family the way I hope it will. I am starting to feel it is better not to hope for anything. I should not hope for a cure for MS. I should not hope for anything. Life sucks sometimes. I am tired of being kicked when I am down.
Well enough of that. I think I am done feeling sorry for myself.
I am going to say a prayer for guidance because I feel very lost.
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