Is this the end?

I told you all once before that my dream job is working with the JCPC.  It stands for the Juvenile Court Prevention Council.  I do not know if I would receive the honor of working with the council.  I am a strong believer that everyone deserves a second chance.  They deserve it because we all make mistakes.  I made quite a few in my day.   Nothing that led to my arrest.  Thank the Lord.  I guess I was too afraid of disappointing my family.  Part of me is afraid to hope for such an opportunity.  When I hope for things they do not I love kids and I hate to see when people give up on kids.  Sometimes you want to knock some sense into them.  You should never give up on kids.  They meet the expectations you set for them. 

I would love to be apart of an organization that gives juveniles the second chance they need.    

I have a feeling that the end is near.  I enjoyed my time of rest.  I learned a lot about my kids and my husband.  I learned a lot about MS. 

What did I learn you ask. 

I learned that my kids are big enough for responsibility and will come to my aid when I need them.  I learned that my husband only wants what is best for me.  It is annoying sometimes because what I want does not go with what he sees as what is best for me  sometimes.  I learned that my MS is manageable.  I have more good days than bad.  I do not know if the end is near.  It is just a feeling.