Determination

Hello everyone.

I am waiting for the job I have always wanted.  A job with the Juvenile Justice and Delinquency Prevention Council.  It is where I have wanted to work since I first heard of the organization.  I spoke to them about some reports I ran for them.  I wanted to work for an organization that helps children.  I always wanted to work for an organization.  that assists juveniles in getting a second chance.   In a court of law they are considered juveniles.  Even if they are seen as adults because they are seen as people who should be in college.  They should be but they lost their way.  College may be something that they aspire to do.  They may beleive college is not for them.  Choices are made.  At the time they think it is the right choice.  Then something happens and the choice they make does not pan-out.  I have been there.  I am there now. 

I made choices and they did not work out.  It makes me fearful to make any other choices.  I know it is just the way it is right now.  I am determined to not let it get me down.  At least not too far down.  I am allowed to have a day or two of depression.  I am only human.  Even Jesus had his moments of self-pity.  I am not better than Jesus.  I hope I get the job.  I hope I can use my natural talents to help juveniles.  I must be doing something right because God keeps blessing me.  I pray he continues to bless me