Waiting

Well I woke up today feeling good.  I felt normal.  I am still waiting for a job.  I found one that I would love to get.  It is with a local college.  I do not know if I will get it but it seems like a great job.  The school seems like it is a nurturing school.  It made me think about if I wanted to be a professor.  I don't know.  I know I love the educational system.  I know I have said things about the educational system.  I wish I could say that I did not mean what I said.  At the time I did mean what I said.  Maybe I was angry at the educational system that abandoned me. 

So much has been taken from me.  I just want to be excited about going to work.  Yes, Excited!
I want to wake up in the morning ready to meet the challenges of the day.

Well we will see what happens.

My girls are in  summer vacation mode.  My son has figured out how to come down the stairs without falling.

It is going to be a great summer.  I have to believe that it will be.