Confidence

I recently lost faith and confidence in myself.  I try to do the right thing.  Sometimes it feels like the wrong thing after it is done.  It is so difficult to do.  I try to get people to share my blog by word of mouth.  It seemed like the right thing to do.  Then I decide to try and help others and they stab me in the back.  I am getting tired of being treated like trash.  I am a good person.  Why does no one seem to see that. 

People say God is looking.  But what if what I do is not good enough. 

Sorry it is one of those days. 

On to better things.  My girls are enjoying summer vacation.  They sleep all day and stay up all night.  My son is getting molars.  He thinks everything is something to climb.  I caught him on the kitchen table a couple of times.  He was up there giving me the 'What did I do' look when I told him not to do that.

On a side note I regained my confidence and faith.  I just had to realize that bad things happen to people all the time.  I had to get out of my depression.