I missed you. Did you miss me?

I took a much needed break.  Now I am back.  My vacation was to lay in the bed.  I was reminded about why I do not watch the news.  I can not tell you how many times I caught myself crying I know I need to be knowledgeable about what is going on in the world.  Why does it have to be so sad.  Is it not enough that my life is crap.  I do not want to be depressed about someone else and what they are going through.   When I woke this morning I was reminded that to err is human and to forgive is divine.  I want to be divine.  I have for given every one  but myself I do forgive myself  why would someone be so blessed if they were not loved.