Good morning

Good morning world.  I recently had a moment of weekness.

Maybe I am getting too oldI  I will be 38 soon.  I am getting too old for the B.S.  I vented recently about my MS and how long I was diagnosed.  I was diagnosed when my oldest daughter was a year and a half.  I tried to be a supermom and a supportive wife.  I did a lot and I made myself sick with worry.  I did not want anyone to take my baby girl away from me.  Now I have 3 great kids.   

Two of them look like me.  The oldest looks tike her dad. 

I tried my best to raise the oldest girls to never be taken advantage of.  To be leaders and not followers.

Now that I have a son   The boy I always wanted. I have to put aside my own fear.  The fear that I am not good enough. I hope I am able to help raise a strong man. After all I am lucky enough to not be alone.

To me a strong man is not afraid to say that he needs help. 

A strong man knows he does not have all the answers.

I pray ghat God gives me the wisdom to raise such a man. 

I also pray that God gives me enough days on this earth to see my kids grow up to br who God has planned.  I believ there is a plan for all of us. 

I ghink I am just going to enjoy today 

The Present is a Gift.  At least that is what they say.