Humans suck....

I was going to be all philosophical.  What I was going to write is below:

Life...  What is life to you?  To me life is many things.  Life is an everyday struggle.  It is a stuggle to do what is right.  It is a struggle to raise happy and respectful kids.  Life for me is discerning whether what I think and feel is really me or my disease.

My disease is MS.  MS is a small part of my life now.  MS is my body attacking my nervous system.  I might die from the disease.  The attacked nerves form lesions. 

I have a lot of lesions in my brain.  How does it affect me? 

Simply I was dramatic before and I am that way tenfold now.  My feelings are often times not my own.  I try to focus my crazy on my husband.  He takes it because he gets angry when I lose it on the kids.  

I learned that MS can cause depression.  I have examined my feelings and dealt with what would cause the average person to be depressed.  I am happy to say that I feel better about dealing with my issues.  It made me realize that my depression is not due to MS.  I was depressed due to my messed up life.  I do not get randomly depressed anymore. 

Something good did come from MS.  I learned alot about myself.  I learned how much my family loves me.  I learned alot about friendship.   I learned that I do like writing.  I learned that I love education.  I learned that I am stronger than I look.  I learned that everyone has their own disease.

My disease is a small part of my life and there is no cure for it but I can at least slow it down.

 That is what I was going to say.  I do not want to.

What I want to say is that humans suck.  People have to be reminded to be good to each other.  It sucks because people cannot be good to each other just to be good. 

Am I pissed off?  Yes I am.  What does it take for you all to be good to each other? 

Prove me wrong that you all are good to each other and I will write a long apology.