My Biggest Fear

Have you ever thought about your biggest fear? Now that I have accepted that I have MS I have examined my life. I thought about my biggest fear. My biggest fear is not losing my ability to walk or to write. I can get a wheel chair. I can get voice recognition software. (Did you see the x-box kinect you control with your voice.) There are many ways around most of the things that can happen to me.

The only real fear that I have is forgetting my kids. I do not mean driving away from a store and not having one of them in the car. That would be bad but not what I mean.

I mean having no memory of the people that make me laugh every day.

I decided to make this blog not only some place to write down my crazy thoughts. I am making it a place where I can record all of their silly antics.

Let me introduce my kids to you. There is Kassia. Kassia takes no nonsense from anyone. You would think she gets in trouble alot. She actually does not. Everyone seems to know that she is pure of heart. She sees something and she tells it like it is. Amelia is a person who enjoys making others happy. She does this by helping when she can or by making someone smile or laugh. Connor so far is ready with a smile but he does not like to wait for people. Patience is something all of my children have but they prefer not to wait.

I am going to record as much as I can because I do like participating in the fun.

I hope I can afford to get my computer fixed soon. One finger typing is no fun.